welcome i want to share a lot with you feel free to click on whatever peeks your interest you can also access posts from categories if you want i really dont care what you do
i like to think about everything
i know how things might come across, im fully aware of it. it’s to surreal art. its weird its werid, yes. but i wrote it. it was in my brain with 0 thoughts before, 0 thoughts after. pure. I want to make a things clear, pure unfiltered brain output is nearly impossible drugs. But when happens, it delivers. I to be a person that is great at delivering. Inot abnormal, I am most wrong. People have me crazy. remain anonymous. called me weird. Mentally ill. Are you ? What with you? I’ve always been like this. I have very early memories of certain thoughts and experiences that brought me to weird places. Some moments were so intense I still know about them. Almost all art on this website will be based on those experiences. I don’t know what I am. But I’m % confident that im not alone. I’m not autistic. I’m not schizophrenic. I think I the genetic makeup to bypass certain neural mechanisms on command that are responsible for rationalizing, impulse control, and increase activity in parts of the brain that bring my in an uncontrollable, dream-like state that does the thinking for me. All the processes that happen in there are automatic. I think this is very similar to what people might experience while on psychedelics. But let’s put it this way; I try to let go fully, I only I haven’t slept for more then 48 hours. I don’t do drugs anymore, I have a very addictive personality. I never touched psychedelics, which might make things more interesting. Since I still have a normal grip on reality. Things have always been this way for me. I try to uncover for myself, slowly. I don’t like labels. But I am diagnosed with a few things. I am lactose intolerant. I hate it, I love milk and cheese. Sometimes I can go deep, sometimes I don’t. The goal of this site is to be a lens and look my brain, so everything written here is unbalanced, written in a different state of mind. It’s fluctuating. Depending on your definition of art, this might be artistic. I don’t label this. I define this act, this thing myself. It’s a seperate thing in the domain of all that exists, with it’s own atributes that are specific to my brain. It’s not a part of anything else, that’s at least not what I intend. I have severe insomnia and adhd. I will keep natural states of mind. If I ever decide to use something, I will let you know. I’m not done, let’s explore
the splits led to
the same branch
again
if you don’t see other roads
you can always jump on this one
It’s pretty weird weird werid. How the brain just generates random ideas, all mashed up, but they mean a lot. Read about it, I explain everything because I rationalize my subconcious beliefs. I know exactly when im doing what, what just goes, and what I want to do. weird but funny but werid. i hate people who just ride the feeling you like it thats why you do it. i am the only one who is allowed to ride the feeling because only i can control it!!!!!!!actual thinkers and philosophers understand that the only way to think truly deep, but still within the borders of human understanding, you have to use more primal and less consciously mediated brain regions and completely rationalize the processing with the dorsolateral prefrontal cortex. It’s true cognitive flexibility, process, reflect, iterate the concepts. You might even feel a connection with the concept, keep iterating and repeating. Don’t stop. Keep going, don’t get tired, be a problem solver, get motivation from understanding it better and better. But be humble, you’re limited. You are in your own delusion, being truly cognitive flexible also means that you acknowledge failure and accept it, realize cognitive dissonnance.
Neuroimaging studies, such as those employing fMRI, have shown that during such activities, there is increased activity in the default mode network (DMN), a network that includes the medial prefrontal cortex (mPFC), posterior cingulate cortex (PCC), and angular gyrus. The DMN is associated with self-referential thought, mind-wandering, and the integration of memory and emotion, operating predominantly when the brain is at rest and not focused on external tasks.
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You can only find new paths by wandering. Neurons extend their axons towards target areas guided by a combination of attractive and repulsive cues in the extracellular environment. Neurons wander at synaptogenesis, looking around, in a direction where they should be headed. This is where truth is found, where you can zoom out of the mindmap. Similarly, you can only make good choices by first wandering, explore, see connections, reflect, rationalize, be honest, be humble. The best ideas come when you’re dreaming.
